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02/24/2004: "Oh, the Joys of Freedom..."

Mood: Contemplative

Drove the car today by myself, that was fun. Now if only I could find somewhere to go other than work and church... Watched Family Guy at the Chat Room, then to work. When Jewell came, she was acting kinda weird, hiding under tables and all... Let me just say, Jewell, that if the only reason you don't want to talk about your problems is because you don't want to burden other people, put that thought out of your mind. I want to comfort you, but I can't do it if I don't know how. You can cry in front of me, I won't mind. You can tell me what's up, I won't care. Don't feel like you're being selfish by sharing your problems, I want to listen and to be there for you. In fact, it hurts me knowing that you're feeling down, and I can't do anything about it!!! I think the reason God gave me an easy life is so I can empathize with others and lend a helping hand in their trials. You said you don't want to be alone, so don't push me away.

Replies: 2 Comments

Just know that you'll never be rid of me until you share your problems...MUWAHAHAHA!!

Aaron on 02/25/04 @ 11:01 PM CST

Aaron... that is so kind of you to say... I just, i just, don't know what I'm doing anymore. Everything has just gotten to be too much lately. I can't do this much longer. I hate crying in front of people. I don't want anyone to see that. I don't want anyone feeling bad for me ok... waste your time doing something else. I'm not worth the time. And I do feel selfish by saying my problems... but I know it hurts you to see me like this... I don't know whay I'm saying anymore...

Jewell on 02/25/04 @ 12:03 AM CST